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[04 Mar 2006|11:28pm] |
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Hey, Its Brandon! I doubnt any of you remember me, but i remember all of you. Well, If you have myspace, you will get this same message. I just wanted to let alot out. I FUCKING HATE GEORGIA, but for the first time in my life, i miss it, i havent been in georgia for 5 months, its not long, but everyday i am reminded how much i still miss people. and still love people in more ways than 1 there. I have no-one here, i am so alone, and it kills me, i have 3 jobs, not cause i want to, just cause i have nothing else to do, i live in a descent city, and its just so , i dont know, i guess its just hard, I MISS YOU ALL! i just want to keep in contact with all you..... PLEASE DONT FORGET ME....... 904 302 1679
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[19 Jul 2005|05:31pm] |
hey....... guess who?
yep, its me, i have practically fallen off the face of the earth and boy does it feel like i have been trying to pull up from the edge, its rough..
New job....... cracker barrel, easy 500 or more a week
i live at home again, me and michael take care of everything when it comes to bills, etc..... its getting so stressful, my dad got out of the hospital, he is so bad off, and i have to help him, take care of him, he cant walk, eat, talk, do anything, its really hard to balance my life out at the moment, my mom is becoming the biggest drunk/whore i know, and its just hard and i hope i can come out on top,
so is this it, i have a good job, i found my soulmate that i want to spend the rest of my life with, i am never gonna have that break from working and paying bills, i guess im not a kid anymore,
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[19 Jul 2005|05:29pm] |
I LOVE YOU BABY..........
I've been waiting for you
So patiently
And now you're here
You're my answer
Thank you
Yeah
I think you're my answer
Here I go
You're the answer
All this time I've tried to find you
I've been yearning
You're the answer to the question that's been burning
When they ask me who I love, you're the answer
You're my answer
Patiently I've waited for this day to finally come
Knew someday, somehow, I would find that special one
Someone perfect, someone true
Someone that I knew was you
Who can hold me tight
Keep me warm through the night
Who can wipe my tears
When it's wrong, make it right
Who can give me love until I'm satisfied
Who's the one I need in my life
You're the answer
All this time I've tried to find you
I've been yearning
You're the answer to the question that's been burning
When they ask me who I love
You're the answer
You're my answer
Baby I'm underneath your spell
Savor every moment that I have you to myself
Put my loving to the test cause baby this is destiny
Yeah, this is destiny
Who can hold me tight
Keep me warm through the night
Who can wipe my tears
When it's wrong, make it right
Who can give me love until I'm satisfied
You're the one I need in my life
You're the answer
All this time I've tried to find you
I've been yearning
You're the answer to the question that's been burning
When they ask me who I love
You're the answer
You're my answer
You're the answer
All this time I've tried to find you
I've been yearning
You're the answer to the question that's been burning
When they ask me who I love
I LOVE YOU BABY
You're the answer
You're my answer
Who can hold me tight
Keep me warm through the night
Who can wipe my tears
When it's wrong, make it right
Who can give me love until I'm satisfied
Who's the one I need in my life
You're the answer
All this time I've tried to find you
I've been yearning
You're the answer to the question that's been burning
When they ask me who I love
You're the answer
You're my answer
You're the answer
You're my answer, you're my answer, you're my answer
You're my answer
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[13 May 2005|03:42pm] |
well i will be back in town in about 4 and a half hours, i am believe it or not happy, i have alot of catching up to do with a few of you and alot to tell you,
last night, my aniversary was spectacular, woke up and went to go brush my teeth and there on the mirror was a letter, one of those ones that almost make you cry, then i look down a little stuffed dog was there with a card, another tear-jerker,
then,,,,,, i aranged cndles from the door to the bedroom with little notes on the way, music in the back ground to lead up to choclates, a card, a bear, and a very long letter that i loved writing, the bed was convered with cut out hearts and flowers, sprayed with my cologne,
if thats not enough
went to this georgeous resteraunt, fine dining, well that is an under-statement, had a wonderful dinner by candle light, then left and went to river city brewing company, listened to some music while sitting by the fountain, looking across the river at the landing and all of jacksonville, walked over the bridge, right near sunset, went around the town, then headed back, drove out to the beach and walked around a bit, then came back with a bottle of wine, and just enjoyed the candles and music and eachother.
gross enough for ya? hahahha, but it is wonderful
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[11 May 2005|03:54pm] |
how can i ever say sorry.........
ok so i have pretty much fallen off the face of the earth to all of you, i havent talked to some in a few weeks, some in a month, some more than that, i am sorry, i couldnt sleep the other night because i was waken up by a scary dream, i had crashed my car and no one remembered who i was,
i have given up calling my friends and hanging out, dont get me wrong, i love you all to death and miss every single one of you from kat to chele, crystal, to allen, jen to dom, ashley to kaitlyn, sam, sam, hill, just EVERYONE,
so we all do it, we fall in love and we forget about everything, well we dont forget but we dont care to make time, and i am sorry, i have bitched at many if not all of you for ignoring your friends when u found someone special, well now i have done it, i have spent all my time with them and forgot about how all of you were there through everything i have went through in the last year, i want to thank you for all of that and if it is not too late, re-kindle that flame, hell i wouldnt mind pouring gas on it to get it to light like it use to when all of you were around.
call me sometime, and i will make an effort once more 729 3104
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[30 Mar 2005|10:30am] |
spring break is pretty great, im loving the wheather, i feel so free, but inside i feel tied down, i miss alot of things, some of my friends, some of the memories, my home, my family, its just always crashing huh? well my moms boyfriend wants me to move in with them when they move into some trailor, but we have a perfectly nice house in sugarmill, then he wants me to pay rent, living with my mom, i dont think so , i will move back into my old house with some friends, house is paid, so we can just split bills, its gonna be great, who wants to move in
i cant tell when people are mad at me, and i dont know why. err, they just seem that way sometime, its really anoying
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[18 Mar 2005|09:46am] |
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IM SO CONFUSED!!!!! sometimes i wonder what the hell, then other times, wait, no, i always wonder what the hell. errr heres the thing i dont understand, when things get resolved, thats that right? well why must i always have to practically have it in writting, i dont get it. I need things flat out and blunt, to the point, cause my imagination has the ability to twist things so bad, that i go crazy. So let me know please, i never have the balls to say anything face to face so thank you livejournal.
on another note, went to court today, it was dropped, i was happy, things are really bad now but maybe it will be a turning point, i could really use one,
today THE RING 2 comes out, yay, i am in love with this movie.
breakups suck, but i am happy, yeah, 3 or 4 weeks isnt really anything but im glad i didnt get to involved, i really dont think its for me, its just wierd honestly.
If you are coming to my house tomorrow, let me know, im going to be there early and start tearing stuff down, so if u want to show up, i will love you forever haha, i hate asking for help but i need to get that house fixed
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[16 Mar 2005|02:36pm] |
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are we ever going to be friends again or are we doing this whole thing over, i dont know why this always happens, what the hell. why u must dis-like me so much that every little thing you THINK i do you go and quit talking to me, i hate it, u know i have always been there too help you out and then the second you get mad, its bye bye brandon, cmon
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[16 Mar 2005|02:31pm] |
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wow, a few phone calls and what do you knowl things are in the works, a few people said they want to help out with my house but i dont think they have a clue how bad it really is, but hey,. i will take all the help i can get, it will probally be fun, hopefully im going to see my dog today, if it would stop raining. im off today and i know im going to be bored as hell
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[15 Mar 2005|03:18pm] |
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i found my dog, i am so happy, but i have a shitload of bills to pay, to get her back, and i am spose to get back to my house and fix it up and move back in, but i cant pay for all this, it is just too much money, so im kinda hitting a dead end, but if i can afford it, im gonna have to do alot of Hands On work, with ripping up the carpets and tile-ing the floors, and fixing the back yard up etc, theres no way i can do it all by myself, but im going to
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[14 Mar 2005|10:00pm] |
this is what kaitlyn said to me and i think it meant more to me than anything i have ever heard
Kaitlyn: no.. you will get through this.. i know you.. your so strong.. brandon i look up to you.. your my hero in life.. i love you so much.. i know you will get this.. you always do.. your the strongest person i know.. your life hasnt been good and i know it everyone does.. that is what makes you so strong that you havent given up yet.. dont start now.. not now.. i know you will get the better of this.. i love you and im always here.. you are my hero and one of my best friends.. you may not kow it but i cry for you a lot..
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[14 Mar 2005|03:54pm] |
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im so sick of this
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[09 Mar 2005|10:47pm] |
im sorry for the post before, yeah, i was a fucking ass, like usual, but i am sorry, but i still stand behind most of it, just not so harsh, it really does bother me that i have to explain myself all the time, and it bothers me that you do not akknowledge when i am proven right, but we both have done it, and u know that, but there is no reason for me to be a dick about it, or should you, if we talk, i will tell you the conversation, whether u believe it or not, i feel stupid for saying i didnt go to OPS but it was the first thing out of my mouth, cmon dom, at least lets talk, cause u know that i wouldnt do somthing like that, u thought i have in the past and turned out i didnt, so out of all the times u never trust me, trust me now on that, i have done shit for u when i didnt want to to help you out, (calling ash while u were there) i have had her get pissed at me countless times to be there for u, and shit, i have kept my mouth shut, so lets not do this shit again ok,
on another note, i am either going to quit sam goody or get fired, for one stupid mistake, my life is full of them, the day just keeps getting better,
my mom keeps pawning, now our giant tv is gone errr, as well as my favorite wheel chair.
someone did somthing that i want to, and for me it seems like a good answer, just i am so sick of this town, this fucking stress, and i really dont need it
plus my lip hurts hahaha
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[09 Mar 2005|04:40pm] |
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first i dont think i ever said this but FUCK YOU! I have fucking spent how many days, months, etc. fucking proving myself to you and yet u still fucking question me, even though i have fucking proved myself true how many times, dont you feel like a jack-ass when that happens? This is really fucked up, ok i lied.....i was at ops, but did i trash talk you, no, have i ever, hell no, and you know that, or at least u should know that for sure, i have been there for you, helped you hook up with ashley, when i fucking hated it and u both know u were wrong, but no, that is fine, the second you think i did somthing, you can go behind my back and tell people you are going to kick my ass, well i would like to see it, cause u have said that before and when i see u, you wont even look at me, if you want to fight, if that will solve somthing i am up for it, i am tired of this dude, we are spose to be friends, and you know that, we have fucking said some shit to clear everything up and what do you go and do, tell me that i fucked up! That was what u said last time with ashley. I am pretty immature but not so immature that i am going to try to manipulate your love life, cause i am fine with mine, and i dont need to fuck up others, so do me a favor, go to lauren, who fucking has lied to crystal and beth who lies to lauren, if ur such good friends with them, haha, and ask them again what was said, maybe the fact that i said you just got out of a relationship because she asked me what ur deal was, and i explained what happened, she had already told me that she quit talking to you and i was asking her why, but did i say anything bad about you no, so then go to ashley, and i told her yesterday that i went to OPS and then ask her what did i tell her, the same fucking thing, so maybe its ur little girls way of getting out of seeing you, i dont know, u figure that out, but fucking leave me out of it, i am fine without drama, and u fucking keep throwing shit in my face, just remember how many times i had to prove to you, and how many times i was right and u never aknowledged it, and think about how many times u did fucked up things and i never said a thing to you,
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[07 Mar 2005|04:25pm] |
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ok lots of stuff has happened, been going to the clubs on the weekends, i am seeing a couple people, including one who may be my boyfriend, he is a manager at Express, and he is great but i dont know, i still think is wierd but i dont know, mabye i am still confused, i mean that stage lasts a couple years for everyone, then i got a tattoo, i really like it but i cant believe i did that, i always said i wouldnt, haha, oops, missing someone alot, totally not thinking about someone and then it came this weekend errr, but i will work on it some more, havent been seeing alot of my friends, i dont know whats going on with where i am suppose to live or who with,
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